If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character…Would you slow down? Or speed up?”
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More on love.
I honestly don’t think that anyone can be attracted to me. Or like me, and even more, love me. I know that I’m a good person. It’s just that, if I were in a relationship with me, and if I were to introduce me to my parents, I would somehow be embarrased or ashamed. Kaya siguro ayaw ko binabanggit yung term na ‘love’, kasi feeling ko imposibleng may magmahal sakin. Srsly. Well, except for God and my parents, of course. But someone to love me? Parang malabo. I mean, WHY?
I genuinely don’t see anything in me that would make your heart skip a beat. I’m not drop dead gorgeous, not smoking hot, smart, maybe, but that wouldn’t make you interested in me, not rich either.
I’m an insensitive, corny, bad ass bitch who is effin proud of herself and her achievements and a hopeless romantic.
So seriously, why and how would anyone like me?
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Why is this so relevant to my entire life… :/
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I want to be so skinny, so that it kills him when he thinks about how he let me go. I want new loves to fall head over heels for me. I want to wear just a v-neck and jeans and look amazing. I want to walk around in my bikini at the beach and be flawless. I want those small thighs and that tiny waist. I want to go to the mall and know every store carries my size and every item of clothing will look amazing on me. I want to hear the “Wow! You look great!” and the “Did you lose weight?!” I want to wear big sweaters and look like the cutest, tiniest little thing. I want hear them say “Wow, she’s beautiful.” and not just “She’s really pretty, but kinda big.” I want the jealous stares and turning heads. I want to be comfortable where ever I am, no matter what I’m wearing.
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